all the things i loved at 15
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my physical
at 15 I started going to the gym , loosing weight things of that sort , I only lost a little bit before I stopped going to it , it was a 1hrs walk and I only had a specific time I could go , im going back soon when im 16 , to one closer to me , and im exited . I don’t mind working out at home but I greatly prefer the gym , the stairmaster , cardio exc cleansing from the inside out .
study’s
sort of , I liked school more in yr 10 , or at least looking back I did , I liked that my future was more in my control , I studied for me and not to prove anything to anyone , but I do aspire to do this more , perhaps daily at .
customizing
the feminine urge to customise everything you own , I desire I started feeling at this age with appearance, necklaces , books , bags , hair , I also want to sew my own clothes when im older,. My mum was also like this at this age , ripping her own jeans and making her own clothes , their is a crazy admiration I have for people like that . I need to satisfy that urge more at 16 ,
art
in yr 10 I started taking art as a subject , and u didn’t stop even if I had the chance , im not sure why , I loved it and hated it at the same time , I wasn’t originally good but I liked it , and it brought me closer to me mum somehow , but it did cause my a lot of stress because of procrastination. It was tough love , teaching me to prioritise a lesson that is fundamental
makuep
late 15 I started using makuep more as an artistic expression , before that I didn’t wear it because I thought it was only used for to hide my insecurities, I can’t explain it but I was scared , but later I wanted my eyeshadow to match my outfit , I wanted to dye my lips
nature in my area
at 15 I started appreciating norwich nature a bit more , when I actively chose to go on walks and discovered some of the most beautiful places , one still sticks in my mind
reading
reading for me is one of those daunting tasks , that I felt like I had to do but later on in the yr of 15 , I discovered that it just slows me down , like time slows down in a amazing way somehow , maybe it is when we sit and appreciate. I don’t keep tally’s of what I read , I don’t have the desire to expand my mind , although I do but not in this, I just do it when I want
games
I realised after summer how much I loved playing games , uno , poker , sudoku, sweep, and I think I will discover more for the year to come , I want to learn chess now to play with my best friend who has a chess board
shorter hair
I think I cut my hair in February after having very long hair for a long time , . Short hair simply suits me more , I feel lighter and more free , I love it here
writing
I loved writing , not stories or poems , but memories of my year . This was quite a newly adapted hobby , only started on June the 25st , but I liked writing my memories, it felt like I knew that if I ever forget them they will always be somewhere ,
shells
when I was in late june I bought a pack of shells with my best friend and I realised how beautiful they were , I still believe the most beautiful natural things come from the sea , I had a great desire to display them on beautiful ways , firstly by making a necklace . I also loved finding some of my own in the beach in portugal.
portugal
I was lucky enough to visit my home for a whole month and more this year , and it was the best month of the year . it was bittersweet when I left , but I can say that I was illuminated, I discovered myself more and liked myself more , that summer was about me , 15 yr old me
