If you ever miss me , You will always find me …

sama ୨ৎ

14/11/2025

Singing

Not a singer but i love the feeling it gives me.

Admiring

Flowers, the natural world, the sky, stars, the arts, the sea, and perhaps one day I'll be sitting in the ocean with a bouquet of flowers from my beloved one. I love feel existing in this beautiful world and feel belonging.

Trying to get closer to god

It’s soul healing. It’s a pleasant to know that there’s always god. And i love getting closer and closer to him. Thanks him for protecting me and giving me a heart that is full of love. U will always find me praying, reading quran , hefz.

If you ever missed me ... and i’m not there ..

look at the sky, listen to my favourite songs u will find me there. Write letters to me. Watch my favourite movies. Eat my favourite food .Talk to kids and talk to them about me. Do things that i loved doing and you will feel like I’m around. Here with you , just like an angel wearing a white dress. And always smile like i always did and pray for me .

Shopping

I’m just a girl who loves buying things for herself and enjoying spending money

Making lists

Of things i wanna do , buy. Things i love and things i hate. Maybe things i wish and memories that will be always present to me.

Getting ready

Traveling

I wanna travel around the world like a butterfly. Taking pictures and buying things that only exist in this place. Eating their food , speaking their language and see their culture, history and routine. And the best part that leaving knowing that i was there someday making memories.

Under the water

Water has its way to make feel free

Taking breaks

Everytime it gets hard. I take a break not considring how much it will take. Escape life and run to somewhere no one can find me. Deep dialouge with myself until i’m healed and feeling better.

Quiet

I love silence .. it’s beautiful and i love how it’s… aesthetically. I found peace in silence

Celebrating

Enjoying little things is my job.. seeing the light in the darkness, finding the good in everything has always been in my heart. I love celebrating and not only my life or events, i adore being part of people’s happiness and make it more and more special for them like i want it to be for me . And also , i love celebrating strangers happiness.

Writing

Writing is a part of me. All this time, I've felt like a work of art, existing on a piece of paper that contains all of my emotions. It wasn't just words to me. And I enjoy creating things.

Taking long showers

Feeling clean ? Yes but not only my body. Yes i love being clean all the time and smelling good , but i also love how it solves everything, how it make me more relaxed and connected.

Daydreaming

About things that will always be in my mind and just in my mind. I love how it makes me feel and how my heart feels when i daydream and the best part is , i love giving myself chance to exist in another universe. It’s like giving myself a wings to fly.

Resting

Doing nothing but stare at things deeply and slowly. Not thinking about anything. It's just me somewhere no one can find me.

Doing crazy things

Yk we only live once

Spending time with people i love

I love myself and i know exactly how to enjoy time alone but .. i love my people i love spending time with them and making memories. I mean what’s the point of being lonely when you can enjoy being with people who loves you and you love them , i don’t want to die lonely.. i want to be always a part of their lives and memories. I’m a butterfly, angle .

Writing my diary in the middle of the night

Dear diary , i love u so much. When i come back to read it .. i found myself falling in love with my life and everything in it .

Walking alone

Photographing

I love how i see things. I wish my eyes could do screen shots

Karate

Romanticising

Quite, slow, and deep

Advising

Giving advice or listening to it

Pilates

Moving my body gives me confidence and blessings that i have the ability to actually move

Rewatching my favourite series

It makes me feel comfortable and nostalgic in a beautiful way.

Vlogging

Journaling

Journaling = clear … clear vision, mind and a quiet soul

Cooking

Cleaning

Seeing this mess became this clean and organized because of me. .. What a bless. Besides clean space clean mind and less stress

Sleeping

Doing my Skin care

Learning

Learning is not just acadomic for me. I love learning new languages its like exploring tge world and i love learning about history and every country flag also the woman body and alooot of other topics.