Irrevocably Me
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General
Cat scratches
JUST cat scratches
Crying
Breaking no-contact
I'm so good at this
Substack
educationally chronically online
romcoms
romantic comedy?? I hardly know her!!!
Misunderstood female religious figures
Aphrodite♡ Virgin Mary♡ Mary Magdeline♡
Coming back
over and over and over
Limerance
obsession over love
Staying too long
Minecraft Diaries
Lady Irene♡♡
Melatonin
Moral Philosophy
Anti Intellectualism hates to see me coming
Colouring alone
outside the funeral home, between the boba place and the playground
duh
Sleeping
Pink
The blush I get on my chest and neck
Love
Niche feelings
Anxious to get on the bus
in case my sisters leap card doesn't work and the bus driver doesn't like me (they can sense weakness)
Healing
Niche because it's my first time
Crippling imposter syndrome
Not niche but you get it
Being stuck in my sisters shadow
I'm just someone's weird sister
spite
frick u zosia
Constantly tensed shoulders
When it's muggy outside and stretching feels like finding god
Being ignored by my doctors
self diagnosing since day one
A deeply rooted desperation for male validation
guys I swear my dad loves me guys listen hey where are you going hey come ba
Avoidant attachment
getting attached to random guys WAY too fast and way too easily. Hating them the next day.
Tesco Sushi
yum
Sitting uncomfortably in a library
I feel like a bear in a library
Lying under a weighted blanket after a day out
overstimulated and rageful
Healing
Niche because I've never done it before
Hearing Hozier on the radio at night
I'm 7 years old in the car on the way home from Irene and Bryan's house.
Yearning
For moments that passed years ago
Quotes
I could be a good mother
I wanna be your wife
Because if I don't than all the damage I got isn't good damage
it's just damage
I wanted to be an inventor
created scraps to make a portal, I wanted so bad
It'll pass
I'm still here, Bojack
I don't know, I'm a fool, I guess.
How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?
Doc Luben
Joy Is Our Greatest Rebellion
What if I remember who I was
And forget who I am?
Objects
A weighted blanket
depression grey with stains
Pills I don't take
I forget but sometimes I just don't care
Apple couture
Syvanian Family houses
Especially the big one with the red roof
Poems
Raisin Pumpernickel
Marge Piercy
Yearn On
Katie Donovan
Her Kind
Anne Sexton
Dulcet et Decorum est
Wilfred Owens
IVF
Kona Macphee
What Every Woman Should Carry
Maura Dooley
What Lips My Lips Have Kissed
Edna St. Vincent Millay
Music, When Soft Voices Die
Percy Bysshe Shelley
Songs
Take your shirt off
Millionares
because I liked a boy
Sabrina Carpenter
Half Return
Adrianne Lenker
Why
Sabrina Carpenter
Doomsday
Lizzy McAlpine
Anything
Adrianne Lenker
Hold Fire
Dodie
Darling, Angel, Baby
Dodie
Our House
Crosby, Stills, Young and Nash
Made in Japan
Buck Owens
Real House
Adrianne Lenker
You Know I'm No Good
Amy Winehouse
Shes Always a Woman
Billy Joel
I'm Not In Love
10cc
Paintings
Ophelia
John Everett Millais - 1852
The Execution of Lady Jane Grey
Paul Delaroche - 1833
Birth of Venus
Sandro Botticelli - mid 1480s
Pan Yuliang
Umberto Coromaldi - late 1920s
