Me as a person, spirit and soul -‘๑’-

𝙴𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝙱

Top Curator·28/06/2025

personality -‘๑’-

the deer

feeling overpowered by everything and everyone will always be who i am, there’s nothing that can change that.

infp - t

i possess a rich inner world brimming with imagination and empathy. my compassionate nature and deep-seated desire to understand the human experience make me a natural confidant and source of support for those around me.

my soul -‘๑’-

music

music has a way of describing everything i feel without even trying, the feeling of always having a playlist to make, an album to discover or an artist is always the promise of tomorrow

whimsy

oh, how i love my messy curly hair and my oddly shaped eyes. i like to think i’m quite whimsy.

autumn

my all time favourite season. hot cocoa, dead poets society rewatches, gilmore girls, fluffy blankets and reading crime/thrillers

analysing

analyzing every single conversation i have, trying to understand the little movements. the way i fixate on one tiny detail and analyse it until i make myself feel sick.

yearning

the feeling of yearning not for a person but for a life i know i could never live or experience.

empathy

feeling so bad for the wrong people has got me into so many difficult situations, i have the impossible need to understand everyone and therefore i make excuses for people’s behaviour when they’re clearly just bad people.

they’re just like me -‘๑’-

bridget jones

journaling to get her life together is literally me on a daily basis. the original english frazzled woman, her way of dealing with things by humour, the way she chooses the wrong people and says the wrong things constantly is literally me

meave wiley

her attitude towards the way she grew up and her finding herself through poetry and writing is literally me. she pushes people away to feel secure in herself and i do the same thing towards everyone in my life.

charlie kelmeckis

one of the first characters in film i related to, even at such a young age. his backstory hit me in the gut, the way i related to his thoughts about the abuse and his relationships through his adolescence. his love of the smiths and rock bands, his lost friendships and his attitude towards getting older all hit me in the stomach.

hobbies -‘๑’-

research

i’ll always adore knowing unnecessary information on topics i’ll never need to understand for any aspect of my life. it has a way of quietening my brain for half an hour which is always a good thing

making playlists

i have over 400 playlists on spotify, i love making different playlists for every single experience i could possibly go through in this life and the next.

movies

oh how I love passing the time with soul crushing movies, having watched 1,000+ movies I should probably find a new hobby.

poetry

i could never write it but connecting to someone through the words they write is so surreal, we live completely different lives and yet we’re so similar.

scrolling through pinterest

one of my favourite pastimes whenever i get a free chance, the art, the beautiful poems everything is so amazing to look at. i’m always going to be a pinterest lover no matter what

reading

reading has always held a special place in my heart ever since i learned how to read, it’s always been my way of escaping life and living through different people.

journaling

having seven years of my life physically documented is one of my biggest achievements, it’s fills me with so much pride that i continue to journal through everything that i’ve experienced in the past few years.

physical -‘๑’-

freckles

my freckles only come out in the summer, i hated them growing up i thought they made me look dirty. now i love the promise of summer they bring.

glasses

i have really bad eyesight and i always have, but i’ve come to love my glasses i like to think they makes my eyes stand out more

mixed metal jewellery

i can never choose one type of metal, i want to be multiple people at once and this is as good as it’s going to get.

my tattoo

i got this tattoo just after i turned 18, i want so many more but i sadly have to think about my career.

dark eyes

i hated not having blue eyes (like my brothers) when i was younger, but now they’re one of my favourite features. i’ve come to realise i just hated being the odd one out in my family.