My greatest fear is intimacy, because how could I undress and expect you to like what you see when I don't even like what I see myself
fight against the sin until you abandon it and if you cannot, drown it in a heavy rain of good deeds
Even if we stumble and get hurt, we'll eventually walk the road again. Even if the world feels resentful and full of regret, still we will go on living.
I wish people would ask me more questions abt me
where do I have to go to find ME
I wonder what I look like in someone's eyes
everything is beautiful when you look at it with love
Isolated myself so hard that I'm lacking social skills now
I started isolating to save myself from more rejection but now every conversation is painfully awkward bc I forgot how to have normal genuine conversation with someone
If all I want is to be heard why can't I just start to speak?
I prefer being alone more than being around people
it was never about cutting sin off, it was about loving god so deeply that the desire simply dissappears
Beautiful souls are built by ugly experiences
The desire to disappear
I felt so much, that I started to feel nothing
I don't want skin on skin if i can't feel your soul
I realize isolation has become a habit and is now destroying all my relationships
Feels stupid to say but, i genuinely yearn for a simple friendship
