i feel it so deeply in my bones 🗝️⋆｡𖦹

unknown

”even if i am not worthy of heaven, i hope i am not deserving of hell either. that’s all i want: to not be punished for not being good enough.”

unknown

”i am a museum of everthing i’ve loved.”

unknown

”love didn’t ruin me, hope did. the kind that begged, ’maybe this time’.”

fiona apple

”how can i ask anyone to love me, when all i do is beg to be left alone?”

the smiths

”she could’ve been a poet, of, she could’ve been a fool.”

fiona apple

”pleasd, forgive me for my distance. the pain is evident in my existance.”

fiona apple

and i know none of this will matter in the long run, but i know a sound is still a sound around no one.

billie eilish

wait a minute, let me finish. i know you don’t care, but can you listen?

billie eilish

and i don’t get along with anyone, maybe i’m the problem.

mitski

i get mean when i’m nervous like a bad dog.

billie eilish

i made it all look painless, man, am i the greatest.

adrienne lenker

standing in the yard, dressed like a kid. The house is white and the lawn is dead.

radiohead

you’d kill yourself for recognition, kill yourself to never ever stop.

billie eilish

and you don’t wanna know how alone i’ve been.

billie eilish

that’s what a year-long headache to you.

billie eilish

i wish we never learned to fly.

billie eilish

think i forgot how to be happy.

radiohead

you do it to yourself, you do, and that’s what really hurts.

billie eilish

feeling off when i feel fine

radiohead

a job that slowly kills you, bruises that wont heal.

sylvia plath

i don’t know what it is like to not have deep emotions. even when i feel nothing, i feel it completely.

franz kafka

i am constantly trying to communicate something incommunicable, to explain something inexplicable, to tell about something which i only feel in my bones and which can only be experienced in those bones

franz kafka

i cannot make you understand. i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside of me. i cannot even explain it to myself

radiohead

i want to breathe, i want to grow. i’d say i want it but i don’t know how. i work, i bleed, i beg, i pray.

radiohead

i don’t care if it hurts. i want to have control. i want a perfect body. i want a perfect soul

radiohead

you do it to yourself, you do, and that’s what really hurts.

radiohead

it wears me out. and if i could be who uou wanted, if i could be who you wanted all the time

radiohead

i’m not living, i’m just killing time.

radiohead

i’ve given all i can, it’s not enough.

radiohead

i’m not here, this isn’t happening.

mitski

i am waiting, i have been waiting, i was born waiting.

mitski

mom, am i still uoung? can i dream for a few months more.

the army, the navy

looks like the cat did a number on you.

fiona apple

how can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone?

billie eilish

i worry this is how i’m always gonna feel.

billie eilish

i don’t know how to feel, but someday i might.

billie eilish

and i don’t get along with anyone. maybe i’m the problem.

kent

ni kan skratta om ni vill. håna oss, vi rör oss, ni står still.

kent

och jag är livrädd för att leva och dödsrädd för att dö.

kent

någon hade sagt att jag var feg, lilla ego fy skäms. att jag alltid stod där bakom och höll med, sanningen känns.

radiohead

i want you to notice when i’m not around. so fucking special, i wish i was special.

pet semetary

carrie

where the crawdads sing

little women

let down - radiohead

beskyddaren - kent

när det blåser på månen - kent

stoppa mig juni (lilla ego) - kent

ingenting någonsin - kent

747 - kent

om du var här - kent

socker - kent

fake plastic trees - radiohead

creep - radiohead

house of cards - radiohead

shoreline - broder daniel

subterranean homesick alien - radiohead

how to disappear completely - radiohead

all i need - radiohead

true love waits - radiohead

i know it’s over - the smiths

back to the old house - the smiths

prove yourself - radiohead

francis forever - mitski

abbey - mitski

i don’t like my mind - mitski

nobody - mitski

fade into you - mazzy star

exit music (for a film) - radiohead

everybody’s changing - keane

somewhere only we know - keane

time - pink floyd

us and them - pink floyd

another brick in the wall pt 2 - pink floyd

ilomilo - billie eilish

hostage - billie eilish

bellyache - billie eilish

getting older - billie eilish

everybody dies - billie eilish

male fantasy - billie eilish

happier than ever - billie eilish

listen before i go - billie eilish

i love you - billie eilish

the greatest - billie eilish

bittersuite - billie eilish

what was i made for? - billie eilish

tv - billie eilish

everything i wanted - billie eilish

lovely (with khalid) - billie eilish, khalid

landslide - fleetwood mac

go your own way - fleetwood mac

zombie girl - adrianne lenker

half return - adrianne lenker

come - adrianne lenker

ingydar - adrianne lenker

not a lot, just forever - adrianne lenker

vienna (in memorian) - the army, the navy

cornfield chase - hans zimmer

symphonia ix - grimes

these days - nico

seven - taylor swift

mirrorball - taylor swift

this is me trying - taylor swift

you’re on your own, kid - taylor swift

enchanted - taylor swift

i was all over her - salvia palth

biblical love - flower face

cat’s cradle - flower face

bohemian rhapsody - queen

love of my life - queen

kids - current joys

wall-e

lost in translation

donnie darko

almost famous

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

where the crawdads sing

little women

anne shirley

amy march

jo march

ellie williams

cecilia lisbon

nina sayers

lady bird

phoebe buffay

robin buckley