pieces of pie that make up my life

overthinking

staying up late

staying up late but wanting to sleep but late night is the only time I get to myself

nervous habits

fidgeting with the skin on my lips and fingers out of nervousness and the need to constantly be in motion with my hands

high numbers but highly organized

going past 1,000 on Spotify playlists, saving every song I hear to my library, over 10,000 photos, more than 100 safari tabs all disorganized in my phone but my room and physical life is all organized and I hate big numbers and love keeping things tidy

hyperfixiating

over analyzing all the media I’ve consumed because I need to understand everything to its core

photo storage full

having over 15,000 photos and videos and I hate that number but I can’t get rid of anything

safari tabs

trying to keep minimum tabs open but having over 100 open becuase there’s so many things I say I’ll get to but don’t want to delete and it gets overwhelming to clear them and they all feel important

obsessively making lists

making lists about things I’ve watched, characters I’ve loved, and constantly piling it up so large that they feel overwhelming because I don’t want to forget any of them